My grandfather’s cottage sits atop an outcrop of Canadian Shield granite in southeastern Ontario. There is no road access. It is a journey of two lakes, and between the lakes lies “the narrows”.
As kids we’d pile into his motorboat at the landing, a weekend worth of groceries packed around us. Poppa would fire up the engine, adjust the throttle, and we’d roar down the first lake, aptly called Long. We’d lean into the spray as the boat raced between towering cliffs of pink-grey granite, high-soaring turkey vultures overhead.
The shoreline tapers at the end of Long Lake and an abandoned beaver dam marks the point of transition into the shallow channel between lakes. The immediate threat was always the fleshy stalks and feathery fronds of aquatic plants entangling the engine’s propellers. Poppa would cut the engine and tilt the motor out of the water.
We’d enter the narrows in silence.
It was we grandkids’ job to keep a lookout for rock shelves and boulder piles while Poppa navigated the danger by poling our way along with an old canoe paddle. Glacial debris from an ice age ago lying submerged just below the water line could damage the underside of the boat.
I’d lean over the side and let my finger cut a “v” in the water, becoming alert in the low light and quiet to this netherworld overhung with fallen birch limbs, shorelines tangled with wild blueberry and poison ivy, frog noses just above the water line, basking turtles, water striders dimpling the glassy surface, the slime green glint of rock bass in the muddy depths below, and everywhere the swampy smell of decomposing matter.
Then suddenly we were through. The bottom would drop away beneath us, bright sun bounce off the waves, and the sky open out onto the wide expanse of Loucks Lake. Poppa would again fire up the engine and off we’d shoot across the bay.
On the far shore sat the cottage, majestic on its perch amidst the pines, a world out of time. Within minutes we’d be diving from the weathered dock and, dripping wet, be eating baloney sandwiches and Dare’s chocolate chip cookies to our childhood heart’s content.
Today is Ash Wednesday, the start of a season marking Jesus’ passage through the harrowing narrows of death (and our fear of it), to fullness of life on the other side. He invites us to follow.
This year as I take up the seasonal invitation, I’m reminded of all I learned about navigating life’s narrows over fifty years ago from a small passageway between two lakes in the Kawartha Highlands: slow down, pull up the motor, proceed in silence, watch out for hazards, expect fecundity amidst the decay, travel with others, and most of all, anticipate the deeper magic hidden from view that awaits on the other side.
I wept when I read this…stay strong and heal well. Hope to meet you some day.
You must have an wide heart, Nidhi. Thanks for reading and reaching out.
Tama this is so beautifully written- I can picture the journey … your use of words is amazing! Thank you. I feel blessed by what you have written… and know that there will be someone along my path who will be encouraged to hear this!! Prayers are with you as you experience the wides and narrows in this challenging season, my friend. He is so near!!! Love Renee
I welcome prayers from a childhood friend a continent away.
Oh no!! Not worth the diagnosis!!! Thinking of you! Keep me in the loop. 🙏❤️
Good read, Tama. The notion of the narrows is compelling. Robin
Thanks Robin. The natural world is a treasure trove of metaphor.
Wow Tama! You’ve done it again with your literary excellence. Margaret Lawrence would no doubt complement you again!
On a deeper note, I am awed and thrilled at your sensitivity to Holy Spirit and the faithfulness of God to lead you through the deep waters to the Promised Land!
I have been declaring daily that cancer is cancelled!
Love you tons, Mom
Oh mom. I’m learning to stop bracing myself for your charismatic reactions to my posts and instead trust the movement of grace through your faithfulness to a lifetime of prayer. Thank you. 🙂